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This week is a biggie.
I have begun to step forward. Moving out, taking a new job, finishing part of school. And yet at the same time, I have stepped back. You’ll see in a few weeks what I mean. Lots is changing, happening. And at the same time, I can’t shake the feeling that this isn’t it. I’m not done. In fact, I almost feel like i haven’t even begun.
Just to see, I looked at missions in Africa. There’s an opening for a Graphic Designer with Watoto. I would love to do something like that.. I don’t think I have the qualifications, but who knows. It could be a goal. I just want to go do something bigger then myself. It doesn’t have to be a christian organization although thats typically what missions are for.. but I want to see whats out there.
I’m tired of the same old. I’m content, yet I feel that there is so much waiting. Maybe thats just “normal” for this age. But I don’t want normal. I want life.
Anyway, this heart has had enough today to make your head spin, so I’m off to sleep.
Its not your age. The reason you don’t desire normal is because you have this spirit inside of you that wants to do ridiculously amazing things through you and has a life for you that is beyond anything you could imagine. A life that is full, a life full of adventure, a life bigger than you, and you sense this simply because of your closeness in your relationship to God, not because of just your age and those are the years you “find yourself.” As your relationship with God gets more intimate and closer, that desire for LIFE will flourish and grow, even as you get older and mature. Don’t settle for normality because even though God works in the normal, God astounds in the full life of adventure. So dream and dream big, because the best part is that whatever you dream, God always surpasses it.